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R\u01b0\u1ee3u. M\u1ea5y con s\u01b0 t\u1eed \u1edf b\u00e3i bi\u1ec3n. Sylvia Beach. T\u1ea1i sao l\u1ea1i tr\u01b0\u1edbc Shakespeare and Company. Boulevard des Capucines, boulevard Raspail. La rue de l\u2019Od\u00e9on. You are all a lot generation\u2026 Papa, Sun Valley. Tutti Mi Chiamano Bionda. Em c\u00f3 m\u1ed9t qu\u00e0 t\u1eb7ng cho anh. Mary h\u00e1t hay qu\u00e1. Tutti Mi Chiamano Bionda. Tutti\u2026 Tutti\u2026 Mary Welsh. London. Pauline Pfeiffer. Hadley Richardson. Th\u00f4i. H\u00e3y nh\u1eafm hai con m\u1eaft l\u1ea1i. Ng\u1ee7, ng\u1ee7\u2026 Hadley Richardon. Oak Park, Chicago, Nick Adams v\u00e0 Ernest Hemingway. Hai v\u00e0 m\u1ed9t. M\u1ed9t v\u00e0 hai. Th\u00f4i. L\u1ed9n x\u1ed9n, l\u00f4i th\u00f4i. Khuya r\u1ed3i. Hai gi\u1edd? Khuya, ng\u1ee7, ng\u1ee7, ng\u1ee7\u2026 M\u01b0\u1eddi ch\u00edn ng\u00e0y n\u1eefa l\u00e0 sinh nh\u1eadt. Sinh nh\u1eadt l\u1ea7n s\u00e1u m\u01b0\u01a1i ba. 63. 64. 65. 66. 70. 71. 80. 90\u2026 Sinh nh\u1eadt l\u1ea7n th\u1ee9 s\u00e1u m\u01b0\u01a1i ba. Nh\u1eafm m\u1eaft \u0111i, r\u1ed3i ng\u1ee7, r\u1ed3i ng\u1ee7, Mister Papa. \u1eea, Ba l\u00fac ch\u1ebft m\u1ea5y tu\u1ed5i? T\u1ea1i sao l\u1ea1i ch\u1ebft? Ch\u1ebft c\u00f3 kh\u00f3 kh\u00f4ng, h\u1edf ba? \u2013 Kh\u00f4ng, c\u0169ng h\u01a1i d\u1ec5, c\u00f2n t\u00f9y (Indian Camp). Ph\u1ea3i r\u1ed3i, h\u1ed3i \u1edf Michigan, ba c\u00f3 d\u1eabn m\u00ecnh \u0111i \u0111\u1ebfn m\u1ed9t l\u00e0ng m\u1ecdi da \u0111\u1ecf. Ba \u0111\u1ee1 \u0111\u1ebb cho m\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u00e0n b\u00e0 da \u0111\u1ecf. M\u1ee5 n\u00e0y \u0111\u1ebb kh\u00f3 qu\u00e1; m\u1ee5 h\u00e9t nh\u01b0 con heo b\u1ecb th\u1ecdc huy\u1ebft. Ch\u1ed3ng c\u1ee7a m\u1ee5 n\u1eb1m b\u1ec7nh tr\u00ean gi\u01b0\u1eddng tr\u00ean, ch\u1ecbu kh\u00f4ng n\u1ed5i, l\u1ea5y dao c\u1ea1o r\u00e2u t\u1ef1 c\u1eaft c\u1ed5. Ba r\u1ea5t ti\u1ebfc \u0111\u00e3 l\u1ee1 \u0111em con \u0111\u1ebfn \u0111\u00e2y\u2026 Ba v\u00f4 t\u00ecnh \u0111em con \u0111\u1ebfn ch\u1ed7 nh\u01a1 nhu\u1ed1c. Ba bu\u1ed3n r\u1ea7u n\u00f3i th\u1ebf v\u1edbi m\u00ecnh. C\u00f3 ph\u1ea3i m\u1ea5y ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u0111\u00e0n b\u00e0 lu\u00f4n lu\u00f4n ph\u1ea3i \u0111\u1ebb kh\u00f3 kh\u0103n nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf kh\u00f4ng ba? Kh\u00f4ng, \u0111\u00f4i khi th\u00f4i. V\u1eady ch\u1ee9 t\u1ea1i sao ch\u1ed3ng c\u1ee7a m\u1ee5 l\u1ea1i t\u1ef1 t\u1eed h\u1edf ba? Tao kh\u00f4ng bi\u1ebft, m\u1ea7y \u1ea1, m\u1ea7y h\u1ecfi l\u1ea9n th\u1ea9n r\u1eafc r\u1ed1i, c\u00f3 l\u1ebd ch\u1ed3ng c\u1ee7a m\u1ee5 ch\u1ecbu kh\u00f4ng n\u1ed5i. C\u00f3 nhi\u1ec1u ng\u01b0\u1eddi t\u1ef1 t\u1eed kh\u00f4ng h\u1edf ba? (Indian Camp) M\u00ecnh kh\u00f4ng hi\u1ec3u t\u1ea1i sao h\u1ed3i \u0111\u00f3 m\u00ecnh c\u00f2n nh\u1ecf nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf m\u00e0 h\u1ecfi ba lung tung v\u1eady?
\nT\u1ea1i sao h\u1ed3i \u0111\u00f3 ba tr\u1ea3 l\u1eddi l\u00f4i th\u00f4i v\u1eady? Sau n\u00e0y, m\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 vi\u1ebft m\u1ed9t truy\u1ec7n ng\u1eafn t\u00ean l\u00e0 Indian Camp (L\u00e0ng M\u1ecdi) in trong quy\u1ec3n In Our Time. \u1eea, trong quy\u1ec3n In Our Time (Th\u1eddi \u0111\u1ea1i ch\u00fang ta) c\u00f3 truy\u1ec7n Inadian Camp. \u1eea, trong quy\u1ec3n ii c\u00f3 c\u00e1i g\u00ec m\u00e0 \u00edt \u0111\u1ee9a ph\u00ea b\u00ecnh n\u00e0o hi\u1ec3u n\u1ed5i. To\u00e0n b\u1ecdn ba hoa r\u01b0\u1eddn r\u00e0\u2026T\u1ea1i sao? T\u1ea1i sao h\u00ecnh \u1ea3nh c\u1ee7a ng\u01b0\u1eddi ch\u1ed3ng c\u1eaft c\u1ed5 kia l\u1ea1i \u00e1m \u1ea3nh tu\u1ed5i th\u01a1 m\u00ecnh? H\u00ecnh \u1ea3nh bi \u0111\u00e1t kia c\u00f3 \u1ea3nh h\u01b0\u1edfng g\u00ec \u0111\u1ebfn t\u00e2m t\u01b0\u1edfng c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh? Sau n\u00e0y \u0111\u00f4i m\u1eaft m\u00ecnh c\u00f3 b\u01a1 ph\u1edd tr\u01b0\u1edbc cu\u1ed9c \u0111\u1eddi ph\u1ea3i ch\u0103ng h\u00ecnh \u1ea3nh kia c\u00f3 \u0111\u00f4i ph\u1ea7n tr\u00e1ch nhi\u1ec7m? \u1eea, In Our Time. Xin Th\u01b0\u1ee3ng \u0111\u1ebf ban thanh b\u00ecnh cho th\u1eddi \u0111\u1ea1i ch\u00fang con. Give peace in our time, O Lord\u2026 Th\u01b0\u1ee3ng \u0111\u1ebf? C\u00f3 m\u1ed9t Th\u01b0\u1ee3ng \u0111\u1ebf? You do not love Him at all? I\u2019m afraid of him in the night sometimes. \u0110\u00f4i khi ban \u0111\u00eam m\u00ecnh s\u1ee3 Th\u01b0\u1ee3ng \u0111\u1ebf (A Farewell to Arms, trang 54). Th\u01b0\u1ee3ng \u0111\u1ebf? Th\u00f4i khuya l\u1eafm. \u0110\u1eebng ngh\u0129 n\u1eefa. Ng\u1ee7. Ng\u1ee7 \u0111i. Ng\u1ee7, ng\u1ee7\u2026 T\u1ea1i sao l\u1ea1i ng\u1ee7 kh\u00f4ng \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c? Peace. Serenity. Peace. Separate peace. Thanh b\u00ecnh ri\u00eang bi\u1ec7t\u2026 Big Two-Hearted River. Con s\u00f4ng hai l\u00f2ng\u2026 M\u00ecnh c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y h\u1ea1nh ph\u00fac. M\u00ecnh c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y r\u1eb1ng m\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 b\u1ecf t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 \u0111\u1eb1ng sau, kh\u00f4ng c\u1ea7n suy ngh\u0129 m\u00f4ng lung, kh\u00f4ng c\u1ea7n vi\u1ebft v\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng c\u1ea7n g\u00ec c\u1ea3. T\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 \u0111\u1ec1u xa x\u00f4i, \u0111\u00e3 xa x\u00f4i r\u1ed3i\u2026 (Big Two-Hearted River). Xa x\u00f4i hay g\u1ea7n g\u0169i? H\u1ea1nh ph\u00fac hay kh\u00f4ng h\u1ea1nh ph\u00fac? Ng\u1ee5y bi\u1ec7n? Li\u1ec7u m\u00ecnh c\u00f3 tr\u1ed1n tho\u00e1t \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c hay kh\u00f4ng? C\u00f3 tho\u00e1t \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c ch\u0103ng? Thanh b\u00ecnh ri\u00eang bi\u1ec7t? Kh\u00f4ng \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c. \u0110i n\u01a1i n\u00e0o hay ch\u1ed1n n\u00e0o, d\u00f9 su\u1ed1i, d\u00f9 n\u00fai hay d\u00f9 con s\u00f4ng ba l\u00f2ng hay b\u1ed1n l\u00f2ng, m\u00ecnh c\u0169ng kh\u00f3 l\u00f2ng kh\u00f4ng c\u1ea3m th\u1ea5y c\u00f3 b\u00f3ng h\u00ecnh c\u1ee7a m\u1ed9t c\u00e1i g\u00ec bi \u0111\u00e1t \u0111ang \u1ea9n hi\u1ec7n \u0111\u00e2u \u0111\u00e2y? C\u00e1i \u0111\u00f3 l\u00e0 c\u00e1i g\u00ec? Nada. Nada y pues nada y nada y pues nada\u2026 (A clean, well-lightes place) T\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 con s\u00f4ng \u0111\u1ec1u ch\u1ea3y v\u1ec1 bi\u1ec3n\u2026 All the rivers run into the sea; Yet the sea is not full; into the place from whence the rivers come, thither they return again (Eclesiastes). C\u00e1c anh \u0111\u1ec1u thu\u1ed9c th\u1ebf h\u1ec7 m\u1ea5t g\u1ed1c. You are all a lost generation (Gertrude Stein) M\u1eb7t tr\u1eddi v\u1eabn m\u1ecdc, m\u1eb7t tr\u1eddi l\u1eb7n\u2026 The sun also ariseth, and the sun goeth down\u2026
\nChi\u1ebfn tranh b\u00f9ng n\u1ed5, g\u00e2y bao nhi\u00eau \u0111i\u00eau \u0111\u1ee9ng tang th\u01b0\u01a1ng v\u00e0 Th\u01b0\u1ee3ng \u0111\u1ebf kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n s\u1ed1ng trong l\u00f2ng m\u00ecnh. Kh\u00f4ng c\u1ea7n l\u00fd lu\u1eadn l\u00f4i th\u00f4i, m\u00ecnh hi\u1ec3u ngay r\u1eb1ng b\u00f3ng m\u00ecnh Th\u01b0\u1ee3ng \u0111\u1ebf \u0111\u00e3 m\u1ea5t r\u1ed3i. V\u00e0 Nada v\u00e0 Nothingness v\u00e0 N\u00e9ant \u0111ang \u00e1m \u0111\u1ea7y m\u1eb7t m\u00ecnh. T\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 nh\u1eefng \u0111i\u1ec1u m\u00ecnh mu\u1ed1n bi\u1ebft l\u00e0 bi\u1ebft s\u1ed1ng th\u1ebf n\u00e0o (The sun also arises). S\u1ed1ng th\u1ebf n\u00e0o m\u00e0 c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 qu\u00ean N\u00e9ant \u0111i? M\u00ecnh theo Lady Brett Ashley, Mike Campbell, Cohn, Jake Barnes, Romero \u0111\u1ec3 l\u00ea th\u00ea nghi\u00eang ng\u1eeda t\u1eeb nh\u1eefng h\u00e8 ph\u1ed1 Montparnasse \u0111\u1ebfn Pamplona, m\u00ecnh c\u00f9ng chung r\u01b0\u1ee3u tr\u00e0 be b\u00e9t, \u0103n ch\u01a1i \u0111\u00e0ng \u0111i\u1ebfm ng\u00e0y n\u00e0y \u0111\u1ebfn ng\u00e0y n\u1ecd, r\u1ed3i \u0111i xem \u0111\u1ea5u b\u00f2, r\u1ed3i \u0111\u00e1nh l\u1ed9n v\u00e0 \u0111i c\u00e2u c\u00e1. M\u00ecnh l\u00e0m nh\u1eefng h\u00e0nh \u0111\u1ed9ng n\u00e0y \u0111\u1ec3 tr\u1eeb con t\u00e0 N\u00e9ant. Song r\u1ed3i c\u0169ng ch\u1eb3ng \u0111i \u0111\u1ebfn \u0111\u00e2u. Tr\u1eeb n\u00f3 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c \u00edt l\u00e2u th\u00ec n\u00f3 l\u1ea1i tr\u1edf v\u1ec1 nh\u01b0 c\u0169 v\u00e0 c\u00f3 ph\u1ea7n l\u00e3nh li\u1ec7t h\u01a1n. B\u1edfi th\u1ebf m\u00ecnh m\u1edbi v\u1ed9i v\u00e3 ch\u1ea1y theo Prederic Henry v\u00e0 Catherine Barkley \u0111\u1ec3 t\u00ecm s\u1ef1 gi\u1ea3i tho\u00e1t c\u00e1 nh\u00e2n hay t\u00ecm an b\u00ecnh ri\u00eang bi\u1ec7t. Ngh\u0129a l\u00e0 anh em y\u00eau nhau tha thi\u1ebft gi\u1eefa b\u1edd tuy\u1ebft tr\u1eafng th\u01a1 m\u1ed9ng c\u1ee7a \u0111\u1ea5t Th\u1ee5y s\u0129 hi\u1ec1n l\u00e0nh. Song N\u00e9ant v\u1eabn ch\u1ea1y theo, v\u00e0 em Catherine Barkley y\u00eau d\u1ea5u \u0111\u00e3 ch\u1ebft d\u01b0\u1edbi c\u01a1n m\u01b0a t\u1ea7m t\u1ea3. N\u00e9ant \u0111\u00e3 l\u1eeba \u0111\u00f4i ta v\u00e0 \u0111\u00e3 ph\u1ec9nh g\u1ea1t \u0111\u00f4i ta m\u1ed9t c\u00e1ch d\u01a1 nh\u1edbp. It\u2019s just a drity trick (A Farewell to Arms, trang 248). \u0110i t\u00ecm gi\u1ea3i tho\u00e1t c\u00e1 nh\u00e2n kh\u00f4ng \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c, \u1eeb th\u00ec m\u00ecnh \u0111i t\u00ecm gi\u1ea3i tho\u00e1t t\u1eadp th\u1ec3, m\u00ecnh tr\u1edf l\u1ea1i v\u1edbi x\u00e3 h\u1ed9i lo\u00e0i ng\u01b0\u1eddi, t\u00ecm m\u1ed9t l\u1ebd ph\u1ea3i \u0111\u1ec3 b\u00eanh v\u1ef1c v\u00e0 b\u1ea3o v\u1ec7, ph\u00e1t huy t\u1ef1 do c\u1ee7a con ng\u01b0\u1eddi., h\u00f2a m\u00ecnh s\u1ed1ng theo nh\u00e2n ph\u1ea9m con ng\u01b0\u1eddi, You believe in Liberty, Equality and Frateernity. You believe in Life, Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness. Anh tin t\u01b0\u1edfng v\u00e0o T\u1ef1 do, B\u00ecnh \u0111\u1eb3ng v\u00e0 B\u00e1c \u00e1i. Anh tin t\u01b0\u1edfng v\u00e0o cu\u1ed9c \u0111\u1eddi, T\u1ef1 do v\u00e0 s\u1ef1 theo \u0111u\u1ed5i h\u1ea1nh ph\u00fac (For whom the Bell tolls, trang 305). M\u00ecnh v\u00e0 Robert Jordan t\u00ecm c\u01b0\u1eddng \u0111\u1ed9 m\u00e3nh li\u1ec7t trong gi\u00e2y ph\u00fat, trong t\u00ecnh y\u00eau. M\u00ecnh v\u00e0 Robert Jordan tr\u1ed1n N\u00e9ant trong Hi\u1ec7n t\u1ea1i, Maintenant, Ahora, Now, Heute\u2026Hi\u1ec7n t\u1ea1i th\u1ef1c l\u00e0 m\u00e3nh li\u1ec7t v\u00f4 c\u00f9ng. M\u00ecnh v\u00e0 Robert Jordan t\u00ecm Thi\u00ean thu trong gi\u00e2y ph\u00fat, t\u00ecm s\u1ef1 S\u1ed1ng trong s\u1ef1 ch\u1ebft, t\u00ecm th\u00e0nh c\u00f4ng trong th\u1ea5t b\u1ea1i\u2026 Any mans death diminishes me, because I am involved in Mankinde; and therefore never sand to know for whom the belt tolls; it tolls for thee (John Donne), s\u1ef1 ch\u1ebft c\u1ee7a b\u1ea5t c\u1ee9 ng\u01b0\u1eddi n\u00e0o \u0111\u1ec1u gi\u1ea3m b\u1edbt t\u00f4i \u0111i; b\u1edfi v\u00ec t\u00f4i l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t p\u1ea7hn c\u1ee7a nh\u00e2n l\u1ea1oi; D\u1eebng h\u1ecfi r\u1eb1ng chu\u00f4ng \u0111\u00f3 b\u00e1o ai ch\u1ebft: chu\u00f4ng \u1ea5y b\u00e1o anh ch\u1ebft.
\nG\u00e0 r\u1eebng g\u00e1y\u2026 c\u00f3 l\u1ebd ba gi\u1edd khuya. \u0110u\u1ed5i m\u00ecnh ra, th\u00f4i ng\u1ee7 nh\u00e9\u2026 \u0110\u1ed3ng h\u1ed3 nh\u1ecbp t\u00ed t\u1eafc. M\u1eaft t\u00f4i v\u1eabn m\u1edf thao l\u00e1o. Tr\u1ea7n nh\u00e0 \u0111en t\u1ed1i. Mary \u0111ang ng\u1ee7 m\u00ea v\u00e0 m\u1edb \u1ea5m \u1ee9c.
\nL\u1ea1y H\u01b0 v\u00f4, ch\u00fang t\u00f4i \u1edf tr\u00ean h\u01b0 v\u00f4, ch\u00fang t\u00f4i nguy\u1ec7n danh h\u01b0 v\u00f4 vang d\u1eady; n\u01b0\u1edbc h\u01b0 v\u00f4 tr\u1ecb t\u00f4i xin v\u00e2ng \u00fd h\u01b0 v\u00f4 d\u01b0\u1edbi h\u01b0 v\u00f4 b\u1eb1ng tr\u00ean h\u01b0 v\u00f4 v\u1eady. Xin h\u01b0 v\u00f4 cho ch\u00fang t\u00f4i r\u00e0y h\u1eb1ng ng\u00e0y d\u00f9ng h\u01b0 v\u00f4 \u0111\u1ee7 v\u00e0 h\u01b0 v\u00f4 ch\u00fang t\u00f4i nh\u01b0 ch\u00fang \u0111\u00e3 h\u01b0 v\u00f4 k\u1ebb c\u00f3 h\u01b0 v\u00f4 v\u1edbi ch\u00fang t\u00f4i. L\u1ea1i ch\u1edd \u0111\u1ec3 h\u01b0 v\u00f4 ch\u00fang t\u00f4i sa ch\u01b0\u1edbc h\u01b0 v\u00f4 v\u00e0 ch\u1eefa ch\u00fang t\u00f4i cho kh\u1ecfi h\u01b0 v\u00f4; Pues Nada.<\/p>\n
Our nada who art in nada, nada be thy name thy kingdom nada thy will be nada as it is in nada. Give us this nada our daily nada and nada us our nada as we nada our nadas and nada us not into nada but deliver us from nada; pues nada (A clean, well lighted palce).
\nN\u00e9ant l\u1ee7a b\u1ee7a ch\u1eadp ch\u00f9ng t\u1ee9 ph\u00eda. C\u1ed9ng \u0111\u1ed3ng nh\u00e2n lo\u1ea1i. B\u00ecnh \u0111\u1eb3ng, T\u1ef1 do, D\u00e2n ch\u1ee7, v\u00e2n v\u00e2n, \u0111\u1ec3 m\u00e0 l\u00e0m chi? T\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 r\u1ed3i s\u1ebd ch\u1eb3ng \u0111i v\u1ec1 \u0111\u00e2u c\u1ea3, m\u00ecnh mu\u1ed1n t\u1ea1o ni\u1ec1m tin n\u00e0o \u0111\u00f3 trong bao ni\u1ec1m tin \u0111\u00e3 m\u1ea5t. C\u00f3 ni\u1ec1m tin m\u00e3nh li\u1ec7t n\u00e0o c\u00f3 l\u00fd do t\u1ed3n t\u1ea1i khi \u0111\u1ee9ng tr\u01b0\u1edbc h\u01b0 v\u00f4 th\u0103m th\u1eb3m? V\u00e0 m\u1ed7i khi N\u00e9ant tho\u00e1ng hi\u1ec7n ch\u1eadp ch\u1eddn, ch\u1ec9 c\u00f3 m\u1ed9t m\u00ecnh ta, m\u1ed9t th\u00e2n ta l\u00e0 \u0111\u01b0\u01a1ng \u0111\u1ea7u v\u1edbi n\u00f3; l\u00fac b\u1ea5y gi\u1edd kh\u00f4ng ai c\u00f2n c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 gi\u00fap m\u00ecnh \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c. Nh\u1eefng danh t\u1eeb r\u1ed7ng kia (T\u1ef1 do, Danh d\u1ef1, X\u00e3 h\u1ed9i, v\u00e2n v\u00e2n) kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n ngh\u0129a l\u00fd g\u00ec n\u1eefa. Con ng\u01b0\u1eddi ho\u00e0n to\u00e0n c\u00f4 \u0111\u1ed9c.
\nCh\u00ednh m\u00ecnh gi\u00fap m\u00ecnh, kh\u00f4ng ng\u01b0\u1eddi hay kh\u00f4ng Th\u01b0\u1ee3ng \u0111\u1ebf n\u00e0o gi\u00fap m\u00ecnh c\u1ea3. He looked across the sea and knew how alone he was now. M\u00ecnh nh\u00ecn qua bi\u1ec3n v\u00e0 bi\u1ebft r\u1eb1ng m\u00ecnh hi\u1ec7n c\u00f4 \u0111\u1ed9c bi\u1ebft b\u00e1o (The lod Man and the sea, trang 58). M\u00ecnh tin r\u1eb1ng \u0111\u1eddi l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t t\u1ea5n bi k\u1ecbch v\u00e0 m\u00ecnh bi\u1ebft r\u1eb1ng r\u1ed3i \u0111\u00e2y cu\u1ed9c \u0111\u1eddi c\u0169ng ch\u1ec9 ch\u1ea5m d\u1ee9t c\u00f3 m\u1ed9t l\u1ed1i m\u00e0 th\u00f4i. T\u1eeb tr\u01b0\u1edbc t\u1edbi b\u00e2y gi\u1edd m\u00ecnh ch\u1ec9 \u0111i t\u00ecm \u0111\u1ee7 l\u1ed1i \u0111\u1ec3 ch\u1ea1y tr\u1ed1n h\u01b0 v\u00f4, tuy nhi\u00ean ch\u1ea1y tr\u1ed1n ch\u1eebng n\u00e0o h\u01b0 v\u00f4 l\u1ea1i \u0111eo mi\u1ebft ch\u1eebng \u1ea5y. T\u1eeb Big Two Hearted River \u0111\u1ebfn The sun also rises \u0111\u1ebfn A Farewell to Arms, Death in the Afternoon, to have and have not v\u00e0 For whom the Bell tolls, t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 m\u1ecdi \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng l\u1ed1i r\u00fat c\u1ee5c ch\u1ec9 \u0111\u01b0a cho m\u00ecnh tr\u1ed1n \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c h\u01b0 v\u00f4 m\u1ed9t th\u1eddi gian ng\u1eafn n\u00e0o \u0111\u00f3 m\u00e0 th\u00f4i. R\u1ed3i th\u00ec nh\u1eefng con \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng \u1ea5y l\u1ea1i \u0111\u01b0a m\u00ecnh tr\u1edf v\u1ec1 h\u01b0 v\u00f4 m\u1edd t\u1ed1i. K\u00ednh M\u1eebng h\u01b0 v\u00f4 \u0111\u1ea7y h\u01b0 v\u00f4, \u0111\u1ee9c h\u01b0 v\u00f4 \u1edf c\u00f9ng ng\u01b0\u1eddi. Hail nothing full of nothing, nothing is with thee (A clean, well-lighted Place).
\nKh\u00f4ng, c\u00f2n c\u00e1ch n\u00e0o, ng\u1ecf n\u00e0o \u0111\u1ec3 tr\u1ed1n h\u01b0 v\u00f4, m\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e0nh tr\u1edf l\u1ea1i m\u00ecnh, l\u1ea5y s\u1ef1 c\u00f4 \u0111\u1ed9c ch\u00ednh m\u00ecnh \u0111\u1ec3 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3ng \u0111\u1ea7u v\u1edbi h\u01b0 v\u00f4. M\u00ecnh kh\u00f4ng t\u00ecm c\u00e1ch l\u00e3ng qu\u00ean hay b\u1ecf ch\u1ea1y nh\u01b0 tr\u01b0\u1edbc; m\u00ecnh chi\u1ebfn \u0111\u1ea5u l\u1ea1i v\u1edbi h\u01b0 v\u00f4. Ch\u00ednh s\u1ef1 n\u1ed5 l\u1ef1c c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh \u0111\u01b0\u01a1ng \u0111\u1ea7u c\u1ea7m c\u1ef1 v\u1edbi nada. BI\u1ebeT ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 t\u1ef1 HI\u1ec2U m\u00ecnh b\u1ecb ti\u00eau di\u1ec7t. Cu\u1ed9c \u0111\u1eddi ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t b\u00e3i chi\u1ebfn tr\u01b0\u1eddng m\u00e0 ch\u00fang ta lu\u00f4n lu\u00f4n b\u1ecb chi\u1ebfn b\u1ea1i. \u0110\u01b0\u01a1ng \u0111\u1ea7u v\u1edbi h\u01b0 v\u00f4, m\u00ecnh s\u1ebd b\u1ecb thua cu\u1ed9c, m\u00ecnh ch\u1eafc ch\u1eafn nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf. M\u00ecnh t\u1ef1 \u00fd th\u1ee9c r\u1eb1ng kh\u00f4ng bao gi\u1edd chinh ph\u1ee5c \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c Nada. Nh\u01b0ng kh\u00f4ng \u1ec1h g\u00ec? M\u00ecnh c\u1ee9 chi\u1ebfn \u0111\u1ea5u h\u00f9ng d\u0169ng. Hi\u1ec3n nhi\u00ean l\u00e0 m\u00ecnh thua, nh\u01b0ng vi\u1ec7c \u0111\u00e1ng k\u1ec3 l\u00e0 m\u00ecnh t\u1ef1 m\u00ecnh c\u01b0 x\u1eed th\u1ebf n\u00e0o cho ra h\u1ed3n trong khi m\u00ecnh s\u1ebd b\u1ecb ti\u00eau di\u1ec7t. Ngh\u0129a l\u00e0 khi ti\u00eau di\u1ec7t m\u00e0 \u0111\u00f4i m\u1eaft m\u00ecnh v\u1eabn tr\u1eebng, \u0111\u1ea7u m\u00ecnh v\u1eabn nh\u00ecn th\u1eb3ng v\u00e0 \u00f4m b\u1ea7u nhi\u1ec7t huy\u1ebft n\u1ed3ng n\u00e0n trong tr\u00e1i tim h\u1eebng h\u1ef1c? M\u00ecnh Santiago ph\u1ea3i h\u1ebft s\u1ee9c c\u1ea7m c\u1ef1 v\u1edbi nh\u1eefng con c\u00e1 m\u1eadp (h\u00ecnh \u1ea3nh c\u1ee7a h\u01b0 v\u00f4), r\u00fat c\u1ee5c m\u00ecnh ch\u1ec9 gi\u1eef \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c b\u1ed9 x\u01b0\u01a1ng c\u1ee7a con ki\u1ec1m ng\u01b0 khi m\u00ecnh tr\u1edf v\u1ec1 b\u1ebfn c\u0169. M\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 h\u00e0nh \u0111\u1ed9ng n\u00ean ng\u01b0\u1eddi. V\u00e0 khi v\u1ec1 nh\u00e0, n\u1eb1m d\u00e0i xu\u1ed1ng ng\u1ee7, m\u00ecnh n\u1eb1m ng\u00e1y kh\u00ec kh\u00f2 tho\u1ea3i m\u00e1i v\u00e0 m\u1ed9ng th\u1ea5y m\u1ed9t b\u1ea7y s\u01b0 t\u1eed hi\u00ean ngang. The lod man was dreaming about the lions (The lod man and the sea, trang 127). Th\u1ebf l\u00e0 m\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 th\u1eafng trong s\u1ef1 thua. Con ng\u01b0\u1eddi kh\u00f4ng n\u00ean bao gi\u1edd ch\u1ecbu thua. M\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 b\u1ecb ti\u00eau di\u1ec7t nh\u01b0ng kh\u00f4ng bao gi\u1edd ch\u1ecbu thua. But man is not made for defeat. A man can be destroyed but not defeated (The old man and the sea, trang 103). M\u1ea5y gi\u1edd r\u1ed3i? Mary Welsh c\u00f2n ng\u1ee7 say qu\u00e1. Tutti mi chiamano Bionda. Everybody Tells me I\u2019m Blonde\u2026 M\u01b0\u1eddi ch\u00edn ng\u00e0y n\u1eefa l\u00e0 m\u00ecnh \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c s\u00e1u m\u01b0\u01a1i ba tu\u1ed5i. Tr\u1ebb. Gi\u00e0. R\u1ed3i ch\u1ebft. Ch\u1ebft l\u00e0 g\u00ec? S\u1ed1ng? T\u1eeb Oak Park \u0111\u1ebfn idaho. R\u1ed3i ch\u1ebft. M\u1ea5y con s\u01b0 t\u1eed \u1edf b\u00e3i bi\u1ec3n Phi ch\u00e2u. M\u1ed9t tr\u0103m con s\u01b0 t\u1eed. M\u1ed9t ngh\u00ecn con s\u01b0 t\u1eed. Hai ngh\u00ecn con s\u01b0 t\u1eed. M\u1ed9t tri\u1ec7u con s\u01b0 t\u1eed. Hai tri\u1ec7u con s\u01b0 t\u1eed. M\u1ed9t con s\u01b0 t\u1eed. M\u1ed9t con s\u01b0 t\u1eed gi\u00e0 r\u1ed3i s\u1ebd ch\u1ebft. T\u1ea1i sao h\u1ed3i chi\u1ec1u l\u00ean gi\u01b0\u1eddng, m\u00ecnh kh\u00f4ng ng\u1ee7 lu\u00f4n t\u1edbi s\u00e1ng? T\u1ea1i sao n\u1eeda \u0111\u00eam l\u1ea1i th\u1ee9c d\u1eady nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf n\u00e0y? \u0110\u1ec3 cho \u0111\u00eam t\u1ed1i b\u00ean kia b\u1edd l\u1ea3ng v\u1ea3ng n\u01a1i \u0111\u00e2y? M\u00ecnh l\u00e0 ng\u1ecdn \u0111\u00e8n b\u00e9 nh\u1ecf n\u1eb1m \u1ea9n trong b\u1ed1n b\u1ee9c t\u01b0\u1eddng y\u1ebfu \u0111u\u1ed1i \u0111\u1ec3 tr\u1ed1n gi\u00f4ng b\u00e3o c\u1ee7a ph\u00e2n t\u00e1n v\u00e0 c\u1ee7a \u0111i\u00ean cu\u1ed3ng, m\u00ecnh leo l\u00e9t v\u00e0 \u0111\u00f4i khi g\u1ea7n nh\u01b0 s\u1eafp t\u1eaft. Ph\u1ea3i kh\u00f4ng Erich Maria Remarque? Ph\u1ea3i kh\u00f4ng m\u1ed9t b\u1ea7y s\u01b0 t\u1eed l\u1ed1 nh\u1ed1 \u0111\u1eb1ng kia? We are little flames poorly shellered by grail walls against the storm of dissolution and madness, in which we flicker and sometimes almost go out (All quiet on the western Front, trang 164).<\/p>\n
M\u1ea5y con chim n\u00e0o lu\u00fdt chu\u00fdt ngo\u00e0i kia. Ng\u00e0y x\u01b0a c\u00f2n nh\u1ecf m\u00ecnh ch\u1ecdc nh\u00e1i ti\u1ebfng chim k\u00eau tr\u00ean v\u00f2m c\u00e2y. Ng\u00e0y x\u01b0a. Ng\u00e0y x\u01b0a. Ng\u00e0y nay. Maintenant. Ahora. Now. Heute. R\u00fat c\u1ee5c m\u00ecnh thu\u1edf c\u00f2n con n\u00edt (hay Manolin). Kh\u00f4ng ch\u1eebng c\u00f2n thua nhi\u1ec1u; \u1eeb con chim g\u00ec lu\u00fdt chu\u00fdt ngo\u00e0i kia? Th\u00f4i, nh\u1eafm l\u1ea1i \u0111\u1eebng ngh\u0129 l\u00f4i th\u00f4i\u2026 C\u00f3 g\u00ec l\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng l\u00f4i th\u00f4i? N\u00e9ant kh\u00f4ng l\u00f4i th\u00f4i. N\u00e9ant l\u00f4i th\u00f4i. L\u00f4i th\u00f4i? M\u00ecnh kh\u00f4ng bi\u1ebft. M\u00ecnh kh\u00f4ng bi\u1ebft. T\u1ea1i sao m\u00ecnh kh\u00f4ng ngu. L\u00e0m th\u1eb1ng ngu, bi\u1ebft h\u00e0 ti\u1ec7n, bi\u1ebft m\u00ea ti\u1ec1n, m\u00ea danh v\u1ecdng, m\u00ea h\u00e0o nho\u00e1ng, ch\u1ea5p nh\u1eadn nh\u1eefng c\u00e1i t\u1ea7m th\u01b0\u1eddng nh\u1ea5t c\u1ee7a cu\u1ed9c \u0111\u1eddi. Nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf ch\u1eafc m\u00ecnh sung s\u01b0\u1edbng? M\u00ecnh kh\u00f4ng bi\u1ebft \u00fd th\u1ee9c th\u00ec m\u00ecnh sung s\u01b0\u1edbng. L\u00e0m th\u1eb1ng ngu l\u00e0 sung s\u01b0\u1edbng. \u1eea, m\u00e0 sung s\u01b0\u1edbng \u0111\u1ea5y. Hoan h\u00f4 nh\u1eefng th\u1eb1ng ngu, hoan h\u00f4 nh\u1eefng th\u1eb1ng m\u00ea ti\u1ec1n, nh\u1eefng th\u1eb1ng m\u00ea l\u00e0m quan, nh\u1eefng th\u1eb1ng m\u00ea c\u00f4ng th\u1ee9c, nh\u1eefng th\u1eb1ng tr\u00ed th\u1ee9c n\u0103m xu. Con xin hoan h\u00f4 c\u00e1c ng\u00e0i. Con mu\u1ed1n l\u00e0m th\u1eb1ng ngu nh\u01b0 c\u00e1c ng\u00e0i. Ch\u00fang con kh\u00f4ng m\u1ec9a mai \u0111\u00e2u, ph\u1ea3i kh\u00f4ng b\u00e1c Henry Miller? I told them that I was an ignoramus (The colossus of Maroussi, trang 135). Ernest Hemingway l\u00e0 th\u1eb1ng ngu.
\n\u0110\u1eebng bi\u1ebft g\u00ec h\u1ebft c\u00f3 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c kh\u00f4ng.
\nM\u1ea5y m\u01b0\u01a1i n\u0103m tr\u1eddi, m\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 \u0111i t\u00ecm v\u00f4 h\u1ea1n trong h\u1eefu h\u1ea1n, hy v\u1ecdng trong th\u1ea5t v\u1ecdng, th\u1ee9 t\u1ef1 trong h\u1ed7n \u0111\u1ed9n, chi\u1ebfn th\u1eafng trong th\u1ea5t b\u1ea1i, l\u1ebd s\u1ed1ng trong s\u1ef1 ch\u1ebft, \u0111\u01a1n gi\u1ea3n trong ph\u1ee9c t\u1ea1p, t\u00e0i hoa trong v\u1ee5ng v\u1ec1, r\u00f5 r\u00e0ng trong m\u1eadp m\u1edd\u2026V\u00e0 m\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 \u0111i t\u00ecm h\u1eefu h\u1ea1n trong v\u00f4 h\u1ea1n, th\u1ea5t v\u1ecdng trong hy v\u1ecdng, h\u1ed7n \u0111\u1ed9n trong th\u1ee9 t\u1ef1, th\u1ea5t b\u1ea1i trong chi\u1ebfn th\u1eafng, s\u1ef1 ch\u1ebft trong l\u1eb7ng l\u1ebd, ph\u1ee9c t\u1ea1p trong \u0111\u01a1n gi\u1ea3n, v\u1ee5ng v\u1ec1 trong t\u00e0i hoa, m\u1eadp m\u1edd trong r\u00f5 r\u00e0ng\u2026\u0110\u1ec3 r\u1ed3i gi\u1edd \u0111\u00e2y, n\u1eb1m d\u00e0i trong ph\u00f2ng ng\u1ee7 c\u1ee7a gian nh\u00e0 n\u00e0y (\u1edd Ketchum, Idaho), n\u1eb1m d\u00e0i tr\u00ean gi\u01b0\u1eddng, \u0111\u00f4i m\u1eaft m\u00ecnh m\u1edf r\u1ed9ng tr\u1eebng tr\u1eebng nh\u00ecn tr\u1ea7n nh\u00e0, tr\u1eebng nh\u00ecn v\u00e0o \u0111\u00eam t\u1ed1i v\u00e0 m\u00ecnh th\u1ea5y r\u1eb1ng m\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 t\u00ecm \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c h\u1ebft, nh\u01b0ng th\u1ef1c ra m\u00ecnh kh\u00f4ng t\u00ecm \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c g\u00ec c\u1ea3. Con ng\u01b0\u1eddi kh\u00f4ng n\u00ean boa gi\u1edd ch\u1ecbu thua. M\u1ed9t ng\u01b0\u1eddi c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 b\u1ecb ti\u00eau di\u1ec7t nh\u01b0ng kh\u00f4ng bao gi\u1edd ch\u1ecbu thua. But man is not made for defeat. A man can be destroyed but not defeated. Mais l\u2019homme ne doit jamais s\u2019avouer vaincu. Un homme, ca peut \u00eatre d\u00e9truit mais pas vaincu. L\u2019homme n\u2019est pas fait pour la d\u00e9faite. Un homme peut \u00eatre d\u00e9truit, il ne peut \u00eatre vaincu.
\n\u1eea, th\u1eafng, kh\u00f4ng ch\u1ecbu thua. Th\u1eafng trong khi thua. Chi\u1ebfn th\u1eafng trong th\u1ea5t b\u1ea1i. \u1eea, c\u00f3 th\u1ec3 b\u1ecb di\u1ec7t ch\u1ee9 kh\u00f4ng b\u1ecb thua. Ngh\u0129a l\u00e0 th\u1eafng. Ngh\u0129a l\u00e0 m\u00ecnh l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t k\u1ebb th\u1eafng. \u1eea, m\u00e0 th\u1eafng \u0111\u1ec3 l\u00e0m g\u00ec. \u0110\u1ec3 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c g\u00ec?
\nKh\u00f4ng \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c g\u00ec c\u1ea3. Winner take nothing. \u1eea, m\u00e0 ch\u00e0ng Graham Greene mu\u1ed1n n\u00f3i g\u00ec \u0111\u00e2y m\u00e0 l\u00e0 Loser takes all? T\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 \u0111\u00e2y l\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng g\u00ec c\u1ea3. All c\u00f3 ngh\u0129a l\u00e0 Nothing. Kh\u00f4ng. Nothing c\u00f3 ngh\u0129a l\u00e0 All. Kh\u00f4ng. Kh\u00f4ng c\u00f3 ngh\u0129a g\u00ec c\u1ea3. Kh\u00f4ng g\u00ec c\u1ea3. Winner take nothing. Kh\u00f4ng g\u00ec c\u1ea3. Kh\u00f4ng g\u00ec c\u1ea3. Nothing \u2013 Nichts \u2013 Rien \u2013 Nada. L\u1ea1y Nada ch\u00fang t\u00f4i \u1edf tr\u00ean Nada, ch\u00fang t\u00f4i nguy\u1ec7n danh Nada vang d\u1eady, n\u01b0\u1edbc Nada tr\u1ecb t\u1edbi, v\u00e2ng \u00fd Nada d\u01b0\u1edbi Nada b\u1eb1ng Nada v\u1eady\u2026 K\u00ednh m\u1eebng Nada, \u0111\u1ee9c Nada \u1edf c\u00f9ng ng\u01b0\u1eddi\u2026 Some lived in it and never felt in but he knew it all was nada y pues nada y nada y pues nada. Our nada who is in nada, nada be thy name thy kingdom nada thy wil be nada in nada as it is in nada\u2026
\nG\u00e0 r\u1eebng g\u00e1y, V\u00e0i ba con chim non lu\u00fdt chu\u00fdt, lu\u00fdt chu\u00fdt tr\u00ean c\u00e2y.
\nPh\u1ea3i ch\u0103ng m\u00ecnh ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 k\u1ebb b\u1ecb \u0111\u00e0y. Tr\u1ea7n gian n\u00e0y l\u00e0 ch\u1ed1n t\u00f9 \u0111\u00e0y. M\u00ecnh bi\u1ebft mang m\u00e1ng m\u00ecnh l\u00e0 k\u1ebb b\u1ecb \u0111\u00e0y. V\u00e0 ta l\u00e0 k\u1ebb b\u1ecb \u0111\u00e0y mang b\u1ec7nh m\u1ea5t tr\u00ed nh\u1edb. B\u1edfi th\u1ebf, m\u00ecnh kh\u00f4ng bi\u1ebft v\u00ec sao m\u00ecnh b\u1ecb \u0111\u00e0y v\u00e0 m\u00ecnh kh\u00f4ng nh\u1edb qu\u00ea h\u01b0\u01a1ng m\u00ecnh \u1edf ph\u01b0\u01a1ng n\u00e0o? C\u00f3 nh\u1eefng l\u00fac nh\u1edb qu\u00ea h\u01b0\u01a1ng qu\u00e1, m\u00ecnh mu\u1ed1n tr\u1ed1n b\u1ecf n\u01a1i ch\u1ed1n t\u00f9 \u0111\u00e0y n\u00e0y m\u00e0 \u0111i tr\u1edf v\u1ec1. Nh\u01b0ng tr\u1edf v\u1ec1 \u0111\u00e2u? Khi m\u00ecnh kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n tr\u00ed nh\u1edb th\u00ec bi\u1ebft ph\u01b0\u01a1ng n\u00e0o m\u00e0 v\u1ec1?
\nH\u1ebft b\u1ea1n t\u00f9 \u0111\u00e0y th\u00ec m\u00ecnh \u0111i v\u1ec1 \u0111\u00e2u? \u00d4i qu\u00ea h\u01b0\u01a1ng th\u00e2n y\u00eau. Con ng\u01b0\u1eddi l\u00e0 con ng\u01b0\u1eddi \u00fd th\u1ee9c \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c r\u1eb1ng m\u00ecnh m\u1ea5t qu\u00ea h\u01b0\u01a1ng. M\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 t\u00ecm ngu\u00f4i khu\u00e2y trong men r\u01b0\u1ee3u n\u1ed3ng nh\u1ea5t, trong tru\u1ef5 l\u1ea1c \u0111i\u00ean cu\u1ed3ng nh\u1ea5t, trong t\u00ecnh y\u00eau, trong t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 m\u1ecdi l\u1ea1c th\u00fa m\u1ea1nh nh\u1ea5t c\u1ee7a \u0111\u1eddi. M\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 t\u00ecm ngu\u00f4i khu\u00e2y trong t\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 m\u1ecdi s\u1ef1 tr\u00ean \u0111\u1eddi n\u00e0y. M\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 l\u00e0m th\u00e1nh, m\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 l\u00e0m qu\u1ec9, m\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 l\u00e0m k\u1ebb th\u00f4ng th\u00e1i, m\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 l\u00e0m k\u1ebb ngu \u0111\u1ea7n. Th\u1ebf m\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng c\u00f3 g\u00ec l\u00e0m m\u00ecnh qu\u00ean \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c r\u1eb1ng m\u00ecnh l\u00e0 k\u1ebb m\u1ea5t qu\u00ea h\u01b0\u01a1ng. Ng\u00e0y m\u00e3n h\u1ea1n t\u00f9 \u0111\u00e0y l\u00e0 ng\u00e0y vui nh\u1ea5t \u0111\u1eddi m\u00ecnh. \u1eea, m\u00e0 c\u0169ng l\u00e0 ng\u00e0y bu\u1ed3n nh\u1ea5t v\u00e0 chua x\u00f3t nh\u1ea5t \u0111\u1eddi m\u00ecnh; b\u1edfi v\u00ec m\u00ecnh kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n tr\u00ed nh\u1edb? V\u1ec1 \u0111\u00e2u? V\u1ec1 \u0111\u00e2u? M\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 y\u00eau n\u1ed3ng n\u00e0n, m\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 ch\u01a1i h\u1ea3 d\u1ea1, m\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 l\u00ean xe xu\u1ed1ng ng\u1ef1a, m\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 \u0103n kh\u00f4 l\u00e2n ch\u1ea3 ph\u1ee5ng, m\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c s\u1ed1ng kinh nghi\u1ec7m h\u00e3i h\u00f9ng nh\u1ea5t, m\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 vi\u1ebft c\u1ea3 ch\u1ee5c quy\u1ec3n s\u00e1ch v\u0129 \u0111\u1ea1i, m\u1ed7i trang gi\u1ea5y c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh b\u00e1n \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c v\u00f4 s\u1ed1 \u0111\u00f4 la, danh ti\u1ebfng m\u00ecnh vang d\u1eady c\u1ea3 ho\u00e0n c\u1ea7u, m\u00ecnh \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c gi\u1ea3i Nobel, m\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c nh\u1eafc nh\u1edf kh\u1eafp to\u00e0n c\u1ea7u. Danh v\u1ecdng c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh c\u00f2n h\u01a1n m\u1ea5y ch\u1ee5c ng\u00e0n vua ch\u00faa. Nh\u01b0 th\u1ebf \u0111\u1ec3 l\u00e0m g\u00ec? \u0110\u1ec3 r\u1ed3i \u0111i v\u1ec1 \u0111\u00e2u? Bi\u1ebft c\u00f3 qu\u00ea h\u01b0\u01a1ng nh\u01b0ng kh\u00f4ng bi\u1ebft qu\u00ea h\u01b0\u01a1ng \u1edf \u0111\u00e2u m\u00e0 v\u1ec1. C\u00f2n gi chua x\u00f3t h\u01a1n?<\/p>\n
Chi\u1ec1u chi\u1ec1u tr\u00f4ng n\u01b0\u1edbc lai giang ch\u1ea3y,
\nTh\u1ea5p tho\u00e1ng bu\u1ed3m treo m\u1ed9ng c\u1ed1 h\u01b0\u01a1ng.
\n(Qu\u00e1ch T\u1ea5n)<\/p>\n
You are all a lost generation (Gertrude Stein). C\u00e1c anh l\u00e0 th\u1ebf h\u1ec7 m\u1ea5t g\u1ed1c. G\u00e9n\u00e9ration perdue. M\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 t\u00ecm ngu\u00f4i ngoai trong men r\u01b0\u1ee3u, men t\u00ecnh, b\u00ea tha, tr\u00e1c t\u00e1ng, \u0111\u1ea5u b\u00f2, c\u00e2u c\u00e1 (The Sun also rises); m\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 t\u00ecm ngu\u00f4i khu\u00e2y trong t\u00ecnh y\u00eau, trong thanh b\u00ecnh ri\u00eang l\u1ebb c\u1ee7a hai \u0111\u1ee9a m\u1ed9t tr\u1eddi (A Farewell to Arms); m\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 t\u00ecm ngu\u00f4i khu\u00e2y trong s\u0103n b\u1eafn trong r\u1eebng gi\u00e0 heo h\u00fat (Green Hills of Africa); m\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 t\u00ecm ngu\u00f4i khu\u00e2y trong phi\u00eau l\u01b0u, trong nguy hi\u1ec3m, trong ph\u0169 ph\u00e0ng, trong l\u00fd t\u01b0\u1edfng, trong t\u00ecnh huynh \u0111\u1ec7 gi\u1eefa lo\u00e0i ng\u01b0\u1eddi, trong gi\u00e2y ph\u00fat thi\u00ean thu, trong hi\u1ec7n t\u1ea1i v\u0129nh c\u1eedu (For whom the Bell tolls); m\u00ecnh \u0111\u00e3 t\u00ecm ngu\u00f4i khu\u00e2y trong chi\u1ebfn \u0111\u1ea5u ri\u00eang l\u1ebb; trong k\u00eaiu h\u1ea3nh, trong s\u1ef1 v\u0129 \u0111ai c\u1ee7a th\u1eb1ng ta b\u00e9 nh\u1ecf, trong s\u1ef1 th\u1eafng l\u1ee3i cu\u1ed1i c\u00f9ng c\u1ee7a th\u00e2n ph\u1eadn con ng\u01b0\u1eddi (The old Man and the sea).
\nTh\u1ebf m\u00e0 ni\u1ec1m ngu\u00f4i khu\u00e2y \u1ea5y kh\u00f4ng bao gi\u1edd \u0111\u01b0\u1ee3c tr\u1ecdn. V\u00e0 m\u00ecnh v\u1eabn bu\u1ed3n, v\u1eabn b\u0103n kho\u0103n v\u00e0 xoa xuy\u1ebfn. Ni\u1ec1m xao xuy\u1ebfn s\u00e2u \u0111\u1eadm v\u00e0 m\u01a1 h\u1ed3 c\u1ee7a m\u1ed9t k\u1ebb m\u1ea5t qu\u00ea h\u01b0\u01a1ng. Mu\u1ed1n t\u00ecm tr\u1edf v\u1ec1 qu\u00ea h\u01b0\u01a1ng nh\u01b0ng kh\u00f4ng bi\u1ebft \u0111\u00e2u m\u00e0 t\u00ecm. Qu\u00ea h\u01b0\u01a1ng ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 m\u1ed9t danh t\u1eeb. T\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 nh\u1eefng danh t\u1eeb. V\u00e0 nh\u1eefng danh t\u1eeb ch\u1ec9 l\u00e0 nh\u1eefng danh t\u1eeb m\u00e0 th\u00f4i.
\nR\u1eafc r\u1ed1i. Nh\u1eafm m\u1eaft ng\u1ee7 \u0111i. \u1ee6a, tr\u1eddi g\u1ea7n s\u00e1ng r\u1ed3i. Tr\u1eddi g\u1ea7n s\u00e1ng r\u1ed3i. T\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 h\u00e3y c\u00f2n t\u1ed1i \u0111en. H\u00e3y ng\u1ed3i d\u1eady \u0111i ra ngo\u00e0i r\u1eebng ch\u01a1i, n\u1eb1m \u0111\u00e2y ngh\u0129 v\u1edb v\u1eabn ho\u00e0i; m\u1ea5y con ch\u00e2u ch\u1ea5u ngo\u00e0i r\u1eebng kh\u00f4ng ngh\u0129 l\u1ea9n th\u1ea9n nh\u01b0 m\u00ecnh. Tinh s\u01b0\u01a1ng. H\u1eeb, gi\u00f3 th\u1ed5i l\u1ea1nh g\u1edbm. S\u01b0\u01a1ng \u1edf \u0111\u00e2u m\u00e0 ra ch\u1eadp ch\u00f9ng \u1edf \u0111\u1ed3i th\u00f4ng b\u00ean kia. \u0110i ch\u00e2n kh\u00f4ng, m\u00ecnh b\u01b0\u1edbc nh\u1eb9 tr\u00ean \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng c\u1ecf quanh \u0111\u1ed3i. C\u1ecf \u01b0\u1edbt v\u00e0 \u0111\u1ea5t l\u1ea1nh. C\u1ea3m gi\u00e1c l\u00e0 l\u1ea1. Gi\u00f3 vi vu. D\u1ebf c\u01a1m, d\u1ebf nh\u1ee7i, d\u1ebf m\u00e8n c\u0169ng vi vu. M\u00ecnh t\u1eafm b\u01a1i trong b\u1ea7u tr\u1eddi trong veo. Tr\u00ean \u0111\u01b0\u1eddng \u0111i, c\u00e0nh c\u00e2y, c\u00e1i l\u00e0, \u0111\u1ed1ng \u0111\u1ea5t v\u00e0 t\u1ea3ng \u0111\u00e1 \u0111\u1ec1u tr\u1edf n\u00ean m\u1eb7n m\u00e0 quen thu\u1ed9c d\u1ec5 th\u01b0\u01a1ng. M\u00ecnh c\u1edfi tr\u1ea7n tru\u1ed3ng ra v\u00e0 ch\u1ea1y tung t\u0103ng nh\u01b0 con b\u00f2 con tr\u00ean n\u1ed9i c\u1ecf. M\u00ecnh n\u1eb1m l\u0103n tr\u00f2n tr\u00ean c\u1ecf; h\u1eeb, s\u01b0\u01a1ng mai sao l\u00e0 l\u1ea1nh qu\u00e1. Ng\u00e0y \u0111\u1ea7u ti\u00ean c\u1ee7a bu\u1ed5i khai thi\u00ean l\u1eadp \u0111\u1ecba. H\u00ecnh nh\u01b0 m\u00ecnh \u0111ang bay l\u00eanh \u0111\u00eanh torng m\u00e2y, trong gi\u00f3, trong kh\u00f4ng kh\u00ed, trong l\u00e0n kh\u00f3i. H\u00ecnh nh\u01b0 m\u00ecnh \u0111ang ch\u1ea3y r\u00ec r\u00e0o trong gi\u00f2ng n\u01b0\u1edbc d\u01b0\u1edbi c\u1ed1ng, d\u01b0\u1edbi r\u00e3nh, d\u01b0\u1edbi c\u1ea7u\u2026 H\u1ed1t nhi\u00ean m\u00ecnh nghe ti\u1ebfng c\u01b0\u1eddi gi\u00f2n c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh. R\u1ed3i b\u1ea5t gi\u00e1c th\u00e2n th\u1ec3 c\u1ee7a m\u00ecnh b\u1ed7ng nh\u1eb9 nh\u00e0ng, nh\u1eb9 nh\u00e0ng v\u00e0 thanh tho\u00e1t\u2026 M\u00ecnh kh\u00f4ng c\u00f2n l\u00e0 m\u00ecnh n\u1eefa. Hemingway l\u00e0 m\u00ecnh. Hemingway l\u00e0 ai? T\u1ea1i sao t\u00ean m\u00ecnh l\u00e0 Hemignway? M\u00ecnh l\u00e0 ai? Hemingway? Kh\u00f4ng? L\u00e0 m\u00ecnh? C\u0169ng kh\u00f4ng. M\u00ecnh kh\u00f4ng l\u00e0 g\u00ec c\u1ea3. Kh\u00f4ng g\u00ec c\u1ea3. Kh\u00f4ng g\u00ec h\u1ebft, Nada. Nada l\u00e0 g\u00ec? Kh\u00f4ng l\u00e0 g\u00ec c\u1ea3. Kh\u00f4ng l\u00e0 Nada. Kh\u00f4ng l\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng l\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng l\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng\u2026<\/p>\n
Ernest Hemingway? L\u00e0 m\u00ecnh? M\u00ecnh? M\u00ecnh? T\u1ea1i sao c\u00f3 l\u1ed7 m\u0169i n\u00e0y? Hai con m\u1eaft n\u00e0y? M\u00ecnh kh\u00f4ng l\u00e0 m\u00ecnh? M\u00ecnh l\u00e0 m\u00ecnh, l\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng l\u00e0 m\u00ecnh? Kh\u00f4ng l\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng l\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng l\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng l\u00e0 kh\u00f4ng\u2026<\/p>\n
K\u1ebeT LU\u1eacN
\nTr\u1eddi h\u1eebng s\u00e1ng. T\u1ea5t c\u1ea3 \u0111\u1ec1u im, l\u1eb7ng m\u00eang m\u00f4ng t\u0129nh m\u1ecbch v\u00e0 b\u00e1t ng\u00e1t. B\u1ed7ng nhi\u00ean ng\u01b0\u1eddi ta nghe ti\u1ebfng s\u00fang n\u1ed5 t\u1eeb trong nh\u00e0 Hemingway \u1edf Ketchum (Idaho). Ng\u00e0y h\u00f4m \u0111\u00f3 v\u00e0 v\u00e0i ng\u00e0y sau b\u00e1o ch\u00ed \u1edf M\u1ef9 v\u00e0 \u1edf kh\u1eafp ho\u00e0n c\u1ea7u \u0111\u1ec1u \u0111\u0103ng tin \u0111\u1ea1i kh\u00e1i nh\u01b0 sau: nh\u00e0 v\u0103n h\u00e0o Eenest Hemingway \u0111\u00e3 thi\u1ec7t m\u1ea1ng v\u00ec \u0111\u00e3 \u201cs\u01a1 \u00fd l\u1ee1 tay trong khi lau s\u00fang\u201d.<\/p>\n
Khi nghe tin bu\u1ed3n tr\u00ean, ng\u01b0\u1eddi ta b\u00e0ng ho\u00e0ng ch\u1ee3t nh\u1edb \u0111\u1ebfn nh\u00e2n v\u1eadt George trong truy\u1ec7n The Alien Corn c\u1ee7a Somerset Maugham. Hemingway c\u0169ng ch\u1ebft v\u00e0o tr\u01b0\u1eddng h\u1ee3p gi\u1ed1ng nh\u01b0 George.
\n(Trong nh\u1eefng t\u1edd nh\u1eadt b\u00e1o, ng\u01b0\u1eddi ta th\u01b0\u1eddng \u0111\u1ecdc nhi\u1ec1u b\u00e0i t\u01b0\u1eddng thu\u1eadt nh\u1eefng \u201ctai n\u1ea1n\u201d t\u01b0\u01a1ng t\u1ef1 nh\u01b0 v\u1eady\u2026)<\/p>\n
P. C. T<\/p>\n
R\u01b0\u1ee3u. M\u1ea5y con s\u01b0 t\u1eed \u1edf b\u00e3i bi\u1ec3n. Sylvia Beach. T\u1ea1i sao l\u1ea1i tr\u01b0\u1edbc Shakespeare […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3311,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":true,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[27],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3309","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-van-hoc-nghe-thuat"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lediemchihue.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/sadness-1.jpg?fit=271%2C364&ssl=1","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p7bhGG-Rn","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/lediemchihue.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3309","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/lediemchihue.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/lediemchihue.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lediemchihue.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lediemchihue.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3309"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/lediemchihue.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3309\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3312,"href":"https:\/\/lediemchihue.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3309\/revisions\/3312"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lediemchihue.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/3311"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/lediemchihue.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3309"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lediemchihue.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3309"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lediemchihue.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3309"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}